February 2012
11 posts
can’t wait for tomorrow to be over so I can stop eating again. stupid swim meets :( had to eat pasta tonight it’s so disgusting and I ate too much and I’m all bloated and feeling fatter than ever.. if that’s even possible :(
BMI has gone down again, oh life is swell, just have to keep it futher and further. I want a 16 wah :(
I know I haven’t been on in agers, and it always happens. But for the first time in agers I checked my weight then. And I’m happy as I thought I would be much heavier, plus my bmi is good to what I thought it’d be~! I still look and am disgusting but I can’t wait to lose more weight ah yay!
January 2012
6 posts
Anonymous asked: UR a swimmer? me too! im trying so hard to lose weight but im scared that it will look weird with the muscle i got from swimming every day! does that happen to u and do u have any way to get rid of a little bit of muscle? BTW what team r u on maybe we have seen eachother at swim meets?
I’m scared.
Whenever I start to become happy, I lose this part...
October 2011
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Anonymous asked: is this a pro aneroxia site?
September 2011
33 posts
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addictive-child asked: HIII!!!! OHMIGOSH!! I <3 UR TUMBLR!!! FOLLOW ME!
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I want to stop eating. But one part of my mind...
43-kgs:
Very relevant
this is my life!
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Eating.
thinspoandthoughts:
Before: “Should I? Maybe I shouldn’t. Or maybe I should. During: “I don’t give a fuck, this is good, I like this.” After: “Fuckfuckfuck why did I do that I can’t believe how stupid I am fucking hell I’m a disgusting pig why do I keep doing this fuck